Miracles and Bliss

What does being God’s child mean to you?

Being God’s child means I am fully protected. I am one with all and can connect to any and everything. I can find peace in the roughest storms. The orchestra of the universe guides my every step.

The unconditional love that I receive just for being me is fantastic. I can let down my guard and let love in and let love flow out. I don’t have to stay on watch because I know danger can’t approach me.

Being a child of God means I am the lighthouse for those who are lost. I shine my light brightly for the world to see.

I live by example and not only words. I refuse to tell you something that I have not lived for myself.
Being a child of God means that I am free. I am free of bondage and open to miracles.

I get to live a life that was designed for me with the people that love me the most.

I get to live a life of happiness and bliss, but because there may be times where I might get low, all I have to do is remember I am a child of God.

Being a child of God brings miracles and bliss.

Living On The List I Love

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Birth-death

Death of old self and limiting beliefs. End of thinking I am not on the right path. Death of thinking that I am somehow a failure for not being “where I am supposed to be.”

How could I not be on the right path when all of my needs are taken care of plus more?

Breakdown of self. Letting go of all the angst. Who am I to think that I am less than when I am a child of God? In my faith, I have been shown more than what meets the eye.

My anxiety is a superpower because it saves me from situations I don’t belong in, and it shows me where I fall short.

I started a Bible plan today and was excited to start my day in my beliefs.

Suddenly, I felt like I was breaking down and felt like things were crumbling around me.

I told myself I’d continue with the plan of writing about who I am in Christ because what I was feeling wasn’t acceptable, and I couldn’t let it control me.

Thats what the ego does when it knows it’s going to die. It makes you think of all of these negative things and distracts you from your purpose. The original plan was to sing and dance in the rain as God prepared me for what’s to come.

I had to make a list of the labels and roles that I love and those that were negative and followed me through life.

I choose to live on the list that I love because it is all of the things that make me who I am.

Who am I, you ask?

I am a child of Christ
I am a child of love
I am a child of all things good

Enjoy The Journey!

I am his lopsided cake. He gave me the best ingredients and did everything for me to come out perfect.

He saw my mistakes and realized I was his lopsided cake. He didn’t love me any less. He just realized I was imperfect, but thats what made me perfect.

Although he face palmed himself a few times because of my imperfections, whatever, right?
I was his lopsided cake.

I can’t tell you how long ago he said that to me, but he’s been gone for a little over three years now, but I will always be his lopsided cake.

I have to share with you the message I received tonight. This was after having a conversation with someone else about having to wait for MY person.

Hello beautiful!

I am supposed to tell you to enjoy the journey!!!! Enjoy the present. Our testimony is not just for us. Therefore, you can learn from me… be patient. Let God groom you annnnnnnd the one He has for you. You don’t want that other person too soon!! ❤️❤️ No one ever wants an uncooked cake!!

That can be a total disaster! Enjoy the aroma of it baking! Sing and dance in the rain while you grow yourself and your partner is being prepared for you. You both want to be complete before you get together!

I couldn’t believe what I was reading. It almost brought me to tears, at that moment, I knew all I had to do was rejoice because we were being prepared. And when it was all said and done, it was going to be as beautiful, lopsided and all.

Enjoy the journey!!!

Which Are You Listening To?

My soul speaks, and as much as I thought it had holes and voids, I was mistaken. My soul is an extension of my spirit, which is an extension of God. How could it be imperfect when I am an extension of God?

My mind is where I have to watch my thoughts; my mind is where I am told I am not good enough, and I am crazy for thinking I could do what my heart tells me to do.

My mind convinced me that my heart was crazy and that all my hurt and pain lived there, but had I listened to my heart, I would’ve known that’s where my soul, spirit, and God live.

The mind is the devil’s playground. Sit and think ourselves into the worst places imaginable while watching life pass us by.

In our minds, we allow ourselves to live in a loop of believing everything is supposed to happen. We’re not looking past the illusions of what’s right in front of us.

Let me ask you a question. Why do you think the people who are following their hearts are the ones allowed to rise above all of the chaos of the world?

John 16:33
I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.

We’re in trying times, and we have to find peace and not get caught up in the world’s narrative.

Proverbs 22:7
The rich rule over the poor, and the borrower is the slave to the lender.

Luke 21:36

But stay awake at all times, praying that you may have the strength to escape all of these things that are going to take place, and to stand before the Son of Man.

All I am trying to say is stay out of your mind and go into your heart because your heart will lead you to where you need to go. It’s time to get out of the world and let it do what it’s going to do.

Exodus

We’ve all been a slave to society and beliefs. And right now, we’re in Exodus. Where the spirit is doing everything to get us out. And the more we go out of the norm, the more we’re getting rewarded. Just being asked to move, how many things have changed in your life? What are the things you’ve been asked to walk away from since the beginning of 2020?

I’m in the process of reading Exodus in the Bible and couldn’t figure why bc I started to get bored; then I began to read it in the voice I understood.

And the Israelites were begging for freedom, and when God granted them what they asked for, it wasn’t a comfortable journey, and they asked God why he delivered them from Egypt. They had houses and good food, and now they have bread with no yeast. Granted, they were slaves, but it was a better living than what they were dealing with in these conditions.

I found it funny and familiar because when God asks us to move in our everyday life, we always fight back. We always say, but God. We do not realize that our journey doesn’t have to be as hard as we’re making it.

We’re afraid of the unknown, which is fair because who knows what’s on the other side.

Freedom is on the other side. The bondage you feel is your emotions holding you hostage because you don’t want to let go.

Let go! Let it all go. That is the only way to move forward

You can’t hear because you’re tied to emotions that no longer serve you.

Let it go! I feel this sense of urgency, so I’m going to excuse myself for a while, but I couldn’t walk away without saying that.

It’s Already Written

Everything has already been written. It’s time to step back and observe. It’s time to connect to whatever God it is that you pray to. Start listening to your inner voice. Something is calling you whether you want to acknowledge it or not. There is a significant shift happening, and it’s going to come a time where you’re going to scramble to get everything in order.

Here’s the time to get it in order. Step back and observe, step out of your box of comfort and emotions and listen to what your spirit is saying to you.

Everyone is waiting for something. Everyone is waiting to see what happens or waiting for a sign. Consider this a sign of movement.

It’s time to listen to your spirit.

It’s loud enough, and I know you could hear it.

Trust yourself and follow whatever it’s you need to follow, but step all the way back from the distractions of what is happening outside of you.

Circles And Squares

I know I’ve hurt people on my journey. Not intentionally, just like no one hurt me on purpose.

Sometimes people have to live their life, and you don’t fit and vice versa.

It’s okay not to fit. That means either you need work or they need work. Either way, it makes room for growth.

Growth is the name of the game. If we say we want the same thing and we can’t obtain them together, which means there is a blockage and isn’t supposed to be.

We try to put squares in circles and get frustrated when they don’t fit.

Why would a circle want something so rigid and inflexible inside of it?
Squares don’t allow for movement. It’s this way or no way. And it’s usually their way.

That’s a terrible way to live, and I’ll tell you why. Circles have opportunities to expand. Circles have the chance to be filled with love, full of family, and friends. Circles could be filled with happiness.

I’ve never heard the phrase square of love or square of hope.

Circles have no end.

When you try to put a square in a circle, you block the flow that the circle has to offer.

You block love and any possibilities of any real connection.

Ha! Square, block, get it?
I realized I was the circle and couldn’t allow the square to block me any further.

Hey, all my circles out there, stop letting these squares block your flow.

We’re all circles, but we allow people and circumstances to be our squares.

Remember, it’s always a circle of hope, a circle of love; your circle continues. It never stops, even when there is a blockage.

Love and be the circle you were meant to be!

I’ll Take The Lead

Someone Needed This

I am going to talk to you for a moment.

Things are never what they seem, and everything happens for a reason.

We know the reason is healing; we get caught up in the outside world that we forget about what our hearts want, and we forget that our hearts know how to get there.

My heart pours out when I have space to think.
My heart pours out when there are no distractions.

See, I am at this moment of separation from others, and when that happens, I sometimes feel alone.

Sometimes, your journey calls for solitude. How can you hear yourself if you can’t sit alone?

Some days I learn nothing about myself. Other days I am bombarded with information that I need to process.

How can I process without the ability to do it alone?

You know, I’m starting to think a lot of people are processing right now. I’m beginning to think something is happening that is benefitting everyone right now.

You know, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful winning season for most.

My heart tells me that she always wins, and she always gets what she wants. She also told me it takes patience and preparation.

I think a lot of your hearts out there are saying the same thing.

They are telling you to hold on just a little while longer everything that you want is coming quicker than you could ever imagine.

Your hearts are screaming; I promise it was all worth it.

Even when life looks like it’s being flipped upside down, it might; I’m lying. It’s not might your life is flipping right side up.

Your blessings are coming. You have to hold steady.

Hey, think about it like this, you’ve waited all of this time to win. What’s a little bit more time?

Trust me; I get it! Like where are the blessings?

But the blessing is in knowing that it’s coming because you’ve done the work. You’ve done everything that was asked of you.

My blessings are here because I’ve learned that time and space are an illusion.

The music that I hear puts me in a good mood, and it speaks love to my ears.

The random sweet smell that passes under my nose instantly makes me smile.

The random thought that makes me bust out laughing like a crazy person.

My ability to write is a blessing in itself because my heart can talk to you no matter how close or far. Even when you don’t speak back, I know my words reached someone.

Your blessings are already here because you keep getting chances to get it right.

Not only that, the way your blessings are coming in allows you the opportunity to be the blueprint for what it means to live your most authentic life and be rewarded for leading the way.

End Of The Rainbow

What would you do with the gold at the end of the rainbow?

Is there any gold at all?
What if the point was to enjoy the journey?

Enjoy the colors and the magic of it all.

What would you do with the gold at the end of the rainbow?

Would you hold it close and cherish it forever?
Would you share it amongst those in need?

What would you do with the gold at the end of the rainbow?

What if there was no gold and it was only you that stood there.

Would it still mean the same as the gold you thought you were in search of?