My Letter To God

God, please, before moving forward, please reveal yourself to me allow me to understand what it is I am supposed to know.

Please show me everything clearly, and if I am supposed to explain it to others, please help me with the words.

I know for a fact that I am being shown something. Please show me what it is.

1:01 am (fundamentals) I was woken up and remembered a Bible plan I saw; I went back to it and read through the seven days, and it answered every question I had ever asked.

As far as the words I am supposed to share with you, this is it.

God can tell you better than I ever could.

Who Is God?

Circles And Squares

I know I’ve hurt people on my journey. Not intentionally, just like no one hurt me on purpose.

Sometimes people have to live their life, and you don’t fit and vice versa.

It’s okay not to fit. That means either you need work or they need work. Either way, it makes room for growth.

Growth is the name of the game. If we say we want the same thing and we can’t obtain them together, which means there is a blockage and isn’t supposed to be.

We try to put squares in circles and get frustrated when they don’t fit.

Why would a circle want something so rigid and inflexible inside of it?
Squares don’t allow for movement. It’s this way or no way. And it’s usually their way.

That’s a terrible way to live, and I’ll tell you why. Circles have opportunities to expand. Circles have the chance to be filled with love, full of family, and friends. Circles could be filled with happiness.

I’ve never heard the phrase square of love or square of hope.

Circles have no end.

When you try to put a square in a circle, you block the flow that the circle has to offer.

You block love and any possibilities of any real connection.

Ha! Square, block, get it?
I realized I was the circle and couldn’t allow the square to block me any further.

Hey, all my circles out there, stop letting these squares block your flow.

We’re all circles, but we allow people and circumstances to be our squares.

Remember, it’s always a circle of hope, a circle of love; your circle continues. It never stops, even when there is a blockage.

Love and be the circle you were meant to be!

Someone Needed This

I am going to talk to you for a moment.

Things are never what they seem, and everything happens for a reason.

We know the reason is healing; we get caught up in the outside world that we forget about what our hearts want, and we forget that our hearts know how to get there.

My heart pours out when I have space to think.
My heart pours out when there are no distractions.

See, I am at this moment of separation from others, and when that happens, I sometimes feel alone.

Sometimes, your journey calls for solitude. How can you hear yourself if you can’t sit alone?

Some days I learn nothing about myself. Other days I am bombarded with information that I need to process.

How can I process without the ability to do it alone?

You know, I’m starting to think a lot of people are processing right now. I’m beginning to think something is happening that is benefitting everyone right now.

You know, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful winning season for most.

My heart tells me that she always wins, and she always gets what she wants. She also told me it takes patience and preparation.

I think a lot of your hearts out there are saying the same thing.

They are telling you to hold on just a little while longer everything that you want is coming quicker than you could ever imagine.

Your hearts are screaming; I promise it was all worth it.

Even when life looks like it’s being flipped upside down, it might; I’m lying. It’s not might your life is flipping right side up.

Your blessings are coming. You have to hold steady.

Hey, think about it like this, you’ve waited all of this time to win. What’s a little bit more time?

Trust me; I get it! Like where are the blessings?

But the blessing is in knowing that it’s coming because you’ve done the work. You’ve done everything that was asked of you.

My blessings are here because I’ve learned that time and space are an illusion.

The music that I hear puts me in a good mood, and it speaks love to my ears.

The random sweet smell that passes under my nose instantly makes me smile.

The random thought that makes me bust out laughing like a crazy person.

My ability to write is a blessing in itself because my heart can talk to you no matter how close or far. Even when you don’t speak back, I know my words reached someone.

Your blessings are already here because you keep getting chances to get it right.

Not only that, the way your blessings are coming in allows you the opportunity to be the blueprint for what it means to live your most authentic life and be rewarded for leading the way.

End Of The Rainbow

What would you do with the gold at the end of the rainbow?

Is there any gold at all?
What if the point was to enjoy the journey?

Enjoy the colors and the magic of it all.

What would you do with the gold at the end of the rainbow?

Would you hold it close and cherish it forever?
Would you share it amongst those in need?

What would you do with the gold at the end of the rainbow?

What if there was no gold and it was only you that stood there.

Would it still mean the same as the gold you thought you were in search of?

The Age Of The Feminine(part 1)

We all need to be grounded in this earth before our souls could take off.

I have walked this earth for 32 years without knowing my roots and where I came from.

A lost child, I was told that I couldn’t be entirely black because I didn’t fit the description, whatever that meant.

How far back could I take you? I couldn’t take you anywhere until now.

My Divine Mother Oshun from her, I emerge as she lives in me. The mother of all mothers that have come before me.

My Divine Feminine Archetype. The one who gives me the power of love and speaks to me through the water. The one who gives life and takes it away.

Oshun is the one that you need more than she will ever need you, and she knows it.

When she pulls back her love, the whole world feels it.

She is the mother of the rivers that have dried up due to the disrespect. She is the mother of the bees that have been dying out.

Without the love of Oshun, the world dies.

We are not here to worship our ancestors, but we must show gratitude. We must ground ourselves where our roots run deep.

They live in us as they were our children.

She followed her children when they were taken from her land and brought to the states. She spoke to them through the troubled water and showed them the way to freedom.

She deserves recognition because she is the strength that keeps me going. She tells me there is nothing that I can’t accomplish.

She is the last piece of my soul. Without her, there is no movement. She taught me to love myself first, and everything else will follow.

My Divine Mother Oshun

The Age Of The Feminine(part 2)

Who is your Divine Mother (Feminine)?
Who resides in your soul and guides you?

The only way for the Divine Masculine to emerge is if the Divine Feminine gives birth.

What are you giving birth to?
What are you creating for yourself and the world?

How much do you know you belong?
How much do you know you are loved, and everything will work out for you?
How much can you say you love yourself?
Without ego speaking for you
How much can you give?

I ask this because this is what your Divine Feminine is asking. We’re speaking energy. I am talking to men and women. We’re in yin/yang energy

Oshun might not be your mother, but you started from somewhere.

It’s time for the Divine Feminine to shine.
It’s time to let her out. Without her, the world dies.

The world has been dying. The masculines have said we can do this without her, not understanding that she is life because she is loveā€”her ability to love breeds new life.

We need her love to save the world. We need her wisdom and guidance to push us forward.

We have been in the dark without her.