I can only tell you what I saw.

The moonlight is as bright as it could be. I was dancing with the ones who came before me. Each one is reminding me that death is not real because they all live inside of me. I carry them as if they were my children. They guide me as elders ought to. They remind me of my power. They remind me to pick my chin up. They remind me that I am royalty. They remind me that I am magic.

They rejoice because I can feel them. My ancestors sing because I am the one who they have been waiting for. The one who would save herself to save them too.

As we dance around the fire, I see you lurking in the shadows. That’s what we’ve become accustomed to; one is in the shadows while the other gets the light.
This isn’t just for me; no, the heat from the flame pulls you in closer and closer. It whispers your name until you have no choice but to come forth.

Come forth, come forth, you know you want to come forth. The whispers get louder. Come forth, come forth, you know it’s time to come forth. The sound of the music in your heart is getting louder; it draws you to the flame.

Rejoice because she’s almost to the light. You look back, but all you see is darkness. Rejoice, rejoice. You’re almost there.

I dance in the freedom of the flame, the flickering of the embers—the embers where we both came.

You stop and stare as if you can’t see who’s there for you. Then you remember the strength of the women who came before you. You remember they went to the beat of their drum. You remember they couldn’t be stopped. You remember even when you thought they were weak, they showed you strength, not even men possess.

They whisper to you to come. It’s safe. They say dance in the freedom of the flame. Dance until you set yourself free. Hear the beat of your drum and march.

They start real low.

It’s time; it’s time (louder) its time; it’s time((louder)) IT’S time; IT’S time (((louder))) IT’S TIME; IT’S TIME ((((louder)))) TO COME ALIVE, COME ALIVE, COME ALIVE.

AND LIVE!!

…and then she transformed and spread her wings!

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As I connect to this rose in my mind’s eye, I can dissect it from the outside to inside out.

The thorns that protect the smoothness of the stem. Only a few brave souls attempt to pick it—the smoothness from the stem connecting to the delicate petals. Did you think it could get any more beautiful than that? Look closely; you could see the veins that run through the petal, the vibrancy of the colors that make people stop and stare. The deeper you go inside of this rose, you’ll notice layers upon layers, and then there is life. You’ll realize that the thorns were protecting the life inside of this rose, the life waiting for its turn to blossom.

As I step out of the rose, I step outside of myself. I see the beauty of every piece that makes one—layers upon layers that breed new life.

If I think I am right based on what I believe. In my reality, that makes me right.

If you have a belief about something even if it opposes me, that would still make you right because that’s what you believe.

But if we’re both right, then who is wrong?

It’s 6:19 am. I’ve been awake since 4:44 am. The last thought before moving was to answer the call.

I asked for my purpose years ago, and God and the universe have done everything to get me here.

My purpose is to dismantle people and religious beliefs because, at the bottom of the dismantling, there is only LOVE. And guess what? God is LOVE, and the highest vibration of the universe is LOVE.

It sounds crazy, I know! Tell me about it, lol; in reality, the minute the words that once destroyed me stopped holding power over me is the moment that I didn’t care what anyone thought about me.

Every bit of information that I picked up along the way that connects each religious book to the other was because I’m great at big picture ideas and connecting the dots to what others might not see.

So, standing in my power, I’m telling you what my purpose is without the fear of judgment because I’ve answered my call, and I have conquered more giant demons than the demon of judgment lol.

I am here to dismantle people and their religious beliefs because, in doing so, it brings people and things back to the natural order of things, which is LOVE. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.

Luckily for me, I’ve already seen me work my magic.

My message to you is when you get that nagging feeling that won’t go away, and it keeps you up at night, it keeps your mind racing during the day. That’s just your calling waiting to be answered, so answer it. You’ll never know peace until you do, and trust me, there is peace on this side. No matter what is going on around me, I have ultimate peace.

I have died many times in two years. I die a little each day. I gather new information that cancels out something I learned the day prior. I heal at an accelerated rate because I refuse to feel stuck. I have learned to let go where I need to let go.

Letting go sometimes feels like abandonment, depending on your trauma. I have felt guilt plenty of times for letting go.

Letting go is the healthiest thing you could do for yourself or someone else.

Working through my abandonment issues and examing the people that I felt left me, I noticed a pattern of not having peace and being unhealthy within themselves.

When I step back from people, it’s because I don’t have peace, and I’m unhealthy around people.

What we have to start realizing is that as much as we blame ourselves for absence, it’s never us, unless you’re the unhealthy person and someone decided to love themselves more.

As I write this, I’m noticing LOVE through the absence. I see the LOVE someone has, for you won’t allow their demons to destroy you. You LOVE someone enough not to let your monsters destroy them. The LOVE for self to walk away from unhealthy is enough to keep you going.

Ha! Look at all of that LOVE that we’re missing because of all we see its absence.

ABSENCE IS LOVE!

I keep saying I’ll step into my power, and I’ll expose my soul when I go live. I’m already exposed. I live in my truth every day. I walk in my light. I choose to lead with my soul. I inspire just by being me and speaking with love. That is powerful in itself being an inspiration bc I choose to be myself. Who knew? Lol

The website is just the icing on the cake. There is no when something happens. There is only NOW. I’m laying down still being powerful bc I understand my power.

The delivered message that moves your spirit is the one that you need to hold onto.

The one that breaks you down because it came Just in time
Just in time
Devine time.

It’s usually the message that allows you to know that you’re not alone, that you are loved, the one that tells you that you are beyond supported by Angels. It’s a green light on your dreams.

I felt alone and unsure today and as soon as i questioned it my sister called with excitement because she had finally seen my YouTube channel and I showed her my domain name for my website.

Without her even knowing I was struggling she just delivered the message I needed. Let me tell you the “irony” of the YouTube channel and her just now seeing it. I sent it to her Sept 18, 2020 she told me she never received it, something in me sent it to her this morning. The fact that she seen it today when I was struggling let’s me know she seen it Just in time
Just in time
Devine time.

I keep repeating that because yesterday Peyton (daughter) randomly said just in time and i asked her why? She said, i don’t know it just came to me, but it’s the name of your business. I said, yes Peyton I’m aware I’m just trying to figure out why you said it.

So, I ended up repeating it and said,
Just in time,
Just in time,
Devine time.

She was telling me that everything was happening Just in time.

That’s a big green light on my dreams.

I also have to shout out my brother from another because he forever let’s me know that he sees me and supports me even when I’m with the BS sometimes lol.

We speak the same soul language, but yet we’ve learned differently.

People have become so godless and have lost so much faith bc of the suffering that they’ve endured. Not realizing that the suffering was for a greater purpose.

Isn’t that a crazy statement? Our suffering was for a greater purpose. Our lessons are woven within these problems, but with each problem there is always a solution.

She told me, she had suffered, but she already knew that God was showing her what she was capable of.

I told her, I have suffered and found my strength in myself until I found the God in me, and knew there was soo much more.

The foundation of any God in any religion is LOVE, the foundation of the universe is LOVE, the foundation of everything is LOVE. As it is the highest vibration.

Go and search LOVE out in the darkest places of the earth i promise you it’s there. At the foundation of yourself despite what you’ve been through there is LOVE. Despite what someone may have done or what you lost there is LOVE.

In her own suffering she knew that LOVE was what kept her going.

In my own suffering I knew finding LOVE for myself was what kept me going.

Find LOVE and BE LOVE.

When i first started this blog I was petrified, but I knew I needed to for myself. I knew that I owed it to myself to allow my voice to be heard someway.

I was afraid of judgment from strangers, isn’t that crazy? Afraid of what someone i dont know might think of me.

The more time went on i got comfortable sharing my ideas and thoughts and people from all over started following me (btw I thank you for seeing me). I started to think hmm maybe you do have something of value here.

As that seed continued to grow i realized there was a need for expansion bc there were ppl who wouldn’t sit down and read. I was thrown out of my comfort zone and in front of the camera which surprisingly is not as bad as I thought. I mean it still makes me nervous bc I’m literally putting my truth out there for the world to see. But it’s liberating and I would love for you guys to also join me there and check out my YouTube channel. Like and Subscribe. If you like me here you most definitely will like the person behind the words.

Thank you for your continuous support.

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