Speaking and living from your heart is a weird-ass gift.
You feel all of these things, and you have to share them with whoever is listening.
Cricket, crickets, crickets.
You start to wonder where you went wrong in what you said. You sit there looking around like, hey, I just said this doesn’t this mean something?
As you sit in quiet, remember you’re being used, and it’s not your business how your gifts are being received. If you’re supposed to share it, then share it. You know exactly what I am talking about.
That was my lesson today from the moment I woke up to this moment now.
It is not my business to know what God is using me for, and it’s not for likes or feedback.
If I wrote a poem and shared it, then it did what it was supposed to do.
My sister asked who I was, and I told her.
I am not only a child of God, but I am ME
That means I am whoever you need me to be because God speaks through me.
Who am I when I sit alone?
Someone who connects to God in all of the things that make me happy.
Who am I in a partnership?
Someone who loves unconditionally and builds the person through love and understanding, so that when they go out into the world, whoever they come to across meets God through them.
Soul's Purpose 
I think that is key, the comment you made about being whatever others need you to be. People that aren’t sure about meditation’s purpose cannot comprehend living without them. If you aren’t thinking, what is there?
In my most enlightened moments, I myself was empty so that the energy of the Universe could flow freely through me. If what someone needed from me was silence–for instance, if they needed to hear themselves speak in order to further their own progression–then i would simply have nothing to say. If they needed laughter i would feel the need to laugh, and all i had to do was just BE! Just go with the flow and watch how it changed people’s lives! And it was mever anything i was doing, but the Universe in me. Effortless joy.
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Exactly!!! My cousin’s best friend was like, you’re a whole vibe, and everyone you’ve been with is different, and you’re no one’s type.
But they all said you were who they needed at the time. I said, im just being me, and being me allows you the freedom to be you!
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