Your Death

In your death you took the lightest part of my soul and left me in complete darkness.

You made me search for everything that was good inside of myself and brought it to the forefront.

I’m laughing because I always thought you took the best part of me, but what you took was the broken part of me.

You took the mask that I had created for myself, the one that gave false light. You ripped me of everything that I knew.

I’m laughing because I always thought you took the best part of me.

Damn guy, how in the hell did you manage to do this?

Your death continues to bring me new life. This is the first year that I could say I’m not going to crumble. I can honestly say that this is the happiest I have ever been.

I am amazed by you each day. Each day I get to keep you alive.

I’m laughing because me and Jeff were speaking about your music and I said, oh he did that song before, right?

He said, umm lmao I said, pause you know what i meant. We really had to laugh though because I feel you so deep in my heart that I know you never left.

I will continue to thank you for my new life, i will continue to keep you alive and I will continue to thank you for leaving me with the best people imaginable.

I’m laughing bc i just heard you say nigga we made it! Lmao