These last two years I have been working on myself. Going through each obstacle to get back to my true self. Going through and letting go of people, places and things.
We’re souls living a human experience. My God did I have an experience. I came here to learn that through every trial and tribulation, through every traumatic experience, and through the self-hate; I realized that I was more than enough.
For so long I convinced myself that I wasn’t for my own reasons and my own demons. The funny thing about that is God has always put people in my life that has loved me unconditionally, but I was never able to see it because I didn’t love myself unconditionally.
I have been shown the most love from the people I’ve hurt the most. You know what that taught me? It taught me forgiveness.
It taught me how to forgive people because they weren’t operating from a space of love within themselves.
How could I judge when I’ve been there before?
I have lied to those who have been nothing but honest with me. I guess out of the fear of rejection or maybe this weird thing called taking accountability. I have learned the power of taking accountability, all it does is propel you forward.
Yesterday, I decided to speak my truth in the most vulnerable way possible and although it wasn’t the answer I was looking for, there was a sense of empowerment. I spoke from my heart and thats all I could do. I also feel as if I have been letting the world see me for who I truly am for the last few months.
I have ripped the armor off of my heart and let my light shine bright. Telling you this is who I am take it or leave it, but you leaving it has nothing to do with how I feel about myself.
Last night I received a message saying, my karmic account is now full! It didn’t hit me until this morning.
I had an epiphany while in the shower drowning myself lol. I realized I worked through everything that kept me in the mindset of lack and its time to fully step into my power and show the world who I really am!
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