Crippled By Death and Destruction

Fear in my mind equates to death and destruction.
Fear is the only thing that holds us back from living the life that we want and with the people we want it with.

Fear has a funny way of getting in the way of dreams and aspirations.
It builds a wall of lies blocking us from what is on the other side.

They say, the grass isn’t always greener on the other side. I’m learning if you stay somewhere too long it kills what you have planted.

The point of life is to plant seeds wherever you go. The right seeds will grow with or without your attention. The point is to never stay anywhere too long.

Fear will have you unhappy for the rest of your life. Dying a death after living a life that seemed not worth living. Trying to make the best out of every situation; when you could’ve been the best in every situation.

I lay down crippled by fear because it is embedded deeper than I would like to admit.

Crippled by the art of letting go. Convincing myself if I just hold on a little tighter that it will work out and it will be for me. Crippled by the idea of how others would react to my happiness I decide to stay in the shadows of my mind.

Crippled by the fear that is telling me that I can’t do something or I’m not deserving. Crippled by the fear that says, people can’t see past your lack, so in reality you’ll never be enough.

Isn’t that funny? No matter how much healing that takes place its fear that can make everything “seem” like its crumbling down.

Relax, fear is just the magnifying glass on the things that need to be worked on and worked through. We can never get over things, but we have the capability to get through them.

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