My Experience

My experience is unconditional love wrapped in trauma.

The purest love trampled on by everything that I was taught along the way. The idea of not feeling worthy of love, so taking in any form that i could get.

Taught that i was supposed to lose myself in every situation that i found myself in; leaving behind bits and pieces of the purest love.

Only to fill myself with the coldness and trauma of others. Taking on their energy as if it were my own.

Allowing people to permeate my being while breaking themselves against me. Watching as the vicious cycle continues.

Broken pieces after broken pieces, when will it end? It won’t end if we keep wearing the prettiest mask. The mask that says, we truly love ourselves when in reality we live with broken pieces inside. It won’t end if we keep saying that we’re healed, but in reality we’re willing to still hurt those that come across our paths.

To be loved with no conditions is something that we strive for, but we can’t even learn to forgive.

How can we expect something for ourselves when we aren’t willing to give it away freely?

Expectations so high of others when you can’t even give it to yourself.

My experience is unconditional love wrapped in understanding.

My experience is unconditional love wrapped in compassion.

My experience is unconditional love wrapped in truth.

My own truth that sets me free.

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