Here I Am

Here I am is in a space of complacency a space of just being falling into routine and not wavering from that. Here I am is in a space of grey and dullness. Here I am is in a space of anger because I can do more. Here I am is in a space of tiredness beyond belief. Here I am is in a space of seeing no movement and feeling stuck. Here i am is in a space of wanting more but not doing more. Here i am is in a space of knowing better but not doing better. Here I am is in a space of thinking about goals and it stopping there. Here I am is in a space i no longer want to be. Although I have this desire to be more I just can’t get out of whatever this is. So here I am.