My Revelation

Could I be honest for a moment?
I don’t always see what you see. My insecurities screamed out at me, but one would never know it. See, I masked it with humility, I convinced myself that I couldn’t be humble without a bit of insecurities. Recently, I realized insecurity is doubt in one’s ability. I am humble because of my spirit and how God lives inside of me. I recognize that I am not doing this life alone, and I am being guided every step of the way. My insecurities have stopped me from fully living in my passions and my truth. When i get a glimpse of the happiness, I shut it down and mute it. When I get a glimpse of what my spirit is calling me to do, I water down the fire that lives inside of me.
The truth is…
God excites me. Living in God’s word excites me, embodying Christ and understanding what it means to follow him excites me. It is my passion to teach about God. It is my passion to jump into the deep end of others and help pull them to safety and to bring them to a life they thought was impossible.
This is my deep end…
The place where I feel safe enough to release my insecurities and to live in a place that is not ashamed of what God has placed in me.

Poetry

When you think in words, and your thoughts become poetry, you understand that you’re in the universe’s flow and one with God—hearing the answers melodically. Like a song so pure and full of love. How can you not share the music of your heart and the words you hear? Some will get caught up in their beliefs, but that’s not for you to defend. Your thoughts are becoming poetry, art full of life. Your hands become the source of power that transmutes all that is not made of love. The energy you exude, the words you speak, the magic you create, the shift that you cause in the room as you walk in. My thoughts are becoming poetry. My movement is becoming fluid in the universe’s flow and one with God.

My Heart and Soul

Sometimes I forget you guys don’t live in my mind, and sometimes I jump ahead of myself.

Since the beginning of my self-love journey, I have been the most honest I have ever been in my entire life. I share details that could be off-putting to some and inspiring to others. We all come here to write and share with whoever will listen.

I am at the phase in my life where I want to be a living testimony of what being your authentic self looks like. I want to show up with no mask so others can always see something in me that they either see in themselves or wish to see. When that happens is when change begins to take shape.

I strive to ignite that flame that sets your heart free from bondage. I don’t know your story, but I know mine, and I’m not afraid to share it even when others look at me like I’m crazy.

I put my heart and soul into my ebook Favor over Fear: a guide to self-love because I believe in what I do and how I do it. I believe in you and your ability to find your true self.

People think that I am not afraid, but the truth is I am terrified, but things need to get done, and I choose to get them done.

There is an energy that needs to be released, but we’re all sitting on it because we’re afraid of what-ifs.

How about this, what if everything we want comes to fruition? What if we crack the code to life? What if we all could connect in such a way to know that we’re never alone, even in our darkest moments.

We all share a piece of ourselves anytime we share a post.

My words are my heart and soul. My life is yours to witness. Hopefully, the witness to my healing provides you with the safety of knowing it’s ok to heal every part of you, even when it might seem like it opposes someone else.

I share my heart and soul with you on every platform I have associated with my name.

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Favor over Fear. chapter 2

Before I ask you if you could relate, I want to explain what I meant.

I did everything that I was supposed to do except take care of myself. I went to work and came home and took care of my family. I gave so much of myself even when I knew I was being depleted. Why wouldn’t I? Isn’t that what we’re supposed to do? We’re supposed to be the backbone for someone else; we’re supposed to sacrifice for other people. Who cares how you feel as long as the person on the receiving end is happy.

When does your happiness begin to matter? When do you begin to count?

My essence is my inner happiness and peace, and when I tell you, I wished for death because it had to be better than my experience. I cried out so many times just for it to be over.

I never got my wish, but I got something better I found the ability to find my happiness even if that meant letting go of things and people that I thought would last forever.

I’ll ask again how many of you could relate? How many of you want more? How many of you need more but don’t know how to get there?

Allow me to show you my journey and how I found my happiness and learned how to conquer my fears.

You can find it here in my free ebook.

Favor over Fear: a guide to self-love

https://hustling-maker-5858.ck.page/191fc69eb1