I have the power to make the world disappear. One look at my eyes, and we’re the only ones in a crowded room. Let me take you on a journey where my light shines in the darkest part of your mind. Let me show you what your soul has been missing. Maybe thats a problem of mine. I’ll show you a world you did not know existed, a world you were missing. Allow me to show you this place where love lives, the place where you feel weak. You follow my lead but with apprehension. The look in your eyes tells me you are intrigued. Allow me to show you what you’ve been missing. The deeper you go, the weaker you become, but you forget you have me to show you your strength. You have my attention, and I’ll take you on a journey where the world disappears.
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Lifeline
My lifeline is my pen and paper. It’s what keeps me sane and keeps me whole. The life force saves me from outside dangers and protects me from myself. My pen and paper are my lifelines to myself and God. Once I put my pen and paper down, I have only a few months of life in me before things go dark.
It’s been dark for weeks, and the tears won’t stop coming. I asked for peace, but it never came. I beg, and I am reminded that I have the power to save myself. I ignore the calls of my soul when it says, but pick up the pen and paper. I say tomorrow, but tomorrow never comes. My mind becomes tired of running around in circles; my mind says we have to do what we need to to survive. So, I sit and procrastinate and become afraid of the challenges, my mind says, but we’ve always quit in the past. What makes today so different? It becomes a battle between the old and the new. I crumbled, and only a few knew. I mourn the past and all that once was and will never be again.
I listen to my spirit, and I pick up my pen and paper, but before I allow them to meet, I read things that I’ve written before, and once again, the words are what I need.
The last part of my written prayer on April 10, 2023, says, God, I thank you for hearing me and making me restless. Lord, I thank you for the feeling of restlessness so that I can search for your peace and promises.
I searched for my peace and found my pen and paper. I searched for the promises of God and found them within the works I’ve already created.
Poetry
When you think in words, and your thoughts become poetry, you understand that you’re in the universe’s flow and one with God—hearing the answers melodically. Like a song so pure and full of love. How can you not share the music of your heart and the words you hear? Some will get caught up in their beliefs, but that’s not for you to defend. Your thoughts are becoming poetry, art full of life. Your hands become the source of power that transmutes all that is not made of love. The energy you exude, the words you speak, the magic you create, the shift that you cause in the room as you walk in. My thoughts are becoming poetry. My movement is becoming fluid in the universe’s flow and one with God.
Moon Child
I am a moon child, a child of the moon. I weave in and out of the darkest skies. I expose the secrets you wish to bury, which come with different cycles. I am the cycle that keeps you whole. I shift and change until it’s time to be made brand new. I hide behind the light when it’s time to reset. I am a moon child, a child of the moon. When I am at my fullest and shining the brightest, my light exposes your demons and drives you crazy. You blame me for your misfortune, but you haven’t found the rhythm of your cycles. Weaving in and out, dismissing what’s right in front of your face. Afraid to change because then who would you be?
I could say…
I could say you’re tapped into my system because you used to be my greatest muse. I wrote you the best stuff imaginable, so sweet and so sensual. I could say you’re tapped into my system, but that would give you too much power when it was my gift before and after you. I could say you’re tapped, or i’m tapped, or I could say I miss you, or I could say I miss me. Either one wouldn’t be a lie. I could say you’re tapped into my system, but I think that would be a lie. I’m lying. It could be true, but I still won’t give you the power to be my muse because this is my gift, with or without you.
Kissed by the gods
My body is a piece of artwork kissed by the gods. Each scar tells a story of pain but a story of healing. Tattoo placements are impeccable and flow with the story my soul wants to tell. Each piece fits like a puzzle. My small frame has brought me shame in the past, and now I look in the mirror and Thank God. I look with admiration, and I can’t believe that it belongs to me. My eyes are my favorite, so bright and expressive. I show others who I am; while some shy away, others feel the warmth of my light and choose to stay. My spirit can’t be tamed, so I allow others to feel safe enough to walk their path until it’s time to move on. I’m never far, but I can’t stop and wait.
My favorite thing about myself is I will walk through hell with you, but I won’t sit there with you. If it’s a pity party you’re inviting me to, I have one of those in me; the next one, I must respectfully decline.
My hands hold unmatched magic. The power that flows through them, the connection I can make, and the ease you feel with one touch. Nothing that I do is without intention.
I am the conductor of the Orchestra. My body is a piece of artwork kissed by the gods.
My Heart and Soul
Sometimes I forget you guys don’t live in my mind, and sometimes I jump ahead of myself.
Since the beginning of my self-love journey, I have been the most honest I have ever been in my entire life. I share details that could be off-putting to some and inspiring to others. We all come here to write and share with whoever will listen.
I am at the phase in my life where I want to be a living testimony of what being your authentic self looks like. I want to show up with no mask so others can always see something in me that they either see in themselves or wish to see. When that happens is when change begins to take shape.
I strive to ignite that flame that sets your heart free from bondage. I don’t know your story, but I know mine, and I’m not afraid to share it even when others look at me like I’m crazy.
I put my heart and soul into my ebook Favor over Fear: a guide to self-love because I believe in what I do and how I do it. I believe in you and your ability to find your true self.
People think that I am not afraid, but the truth is I am terrified, but things need to get done, and I choose to get them done.
There is an energy that needs to be released, but we’re all sitting on it because we’re afraid of what-ifs.
How about this, what if everything we want comes to fruition? What if we crack the code to life? What if we all could connect in such a way to know that we’re never alone, even in our darkest moments.
We all share a piece of ourselves anytime we share a post.
My words are my heart and soul. My life is yours to witness. Hopefully, the witness to my healing provides you with the safety of knowing it’s ok to heal every part of you, even when it might seem like it opposes someone else.
I share my heart and soul with you on every platform I have associated with my name.
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Favor over Fear. chapter 2
Before I ask you if you could relate, I want to explain what I meant.
I did everything that I was supposed to do except take care of myself. I went to work and came home and took care of my family. I gave so much of myself even when I knew I was being depleted. Why wouldn’t I? Isn’t that what we’re supposed to do? We’re supposed to be the backbone for someone else; we’re supposed to sacrifice for other people. Who cares how you feel as long as the person on the receiving end is happy.
When does your happiness begin to matter? When do you begin to count?
My essence is my inner happiness and peace, and when I tell you, I wished for death because it had to be better than my experience. I cried out so many times just for it to be over.
I never got my wish, but I got something better I found the ability to find my happiness even if that meant letting go of things and people that I thought would last forever.
I’ll ask again how many of you could relate? How many of you want more? How many of you need more but don’t know how to get there?
Allow me to show you my journey and how I found my happiness and learned how to conquer my fears.
You can find it here in my free ebook.
Favor over Fear: a guide to self-love
Soul's Purpose 